update where i've been gone

Good day everybody,im writing on 31st Jan 2018.can u imagine how time fly so fast.ooo did i mention that i got married in December 2017 to loving husband Mr.Perfect.well he is  perfect for me.Did i mention that we went for our honeymoon in Seoul,Korea.it was so fun and i was so happy..i will post some pic when we were in Seoul on my next post okay? Although we fought a lot but i still love him.i only have less time since my vacation is only 30 days.i cried so much when packing up my stuff..We did move to a new place after we got married.it was nice and cozy for the both of us.Not to lie but i cried a lot when i reach safely in Riyadh.i just felt something was missing,u know?...i tried to divert my mind thinking that we gonna have long distance relationship again by working my ass off but still when i come home i still think something was missing.it take a long time to get used to not being around him but i managed.i have my 2 helpful housemates who keep on encouraging me to be strong.doing long distance relationship is hard but i swear its totally worth it.anyway im coming back in jun.i will make a suprise to him so hopefully everything go as i planned.thats all for tonight.2018 i promise myself to update my blog. so here we go guys.i try to up few post just to make my creative mind works again .
Much love, berrycberyls

its been a long time since my last post.i felt like i need to recap what happen in 2016 for me.i finally managed to get through 2015 and 2016 with success,an by mean success i mean continuing my career.last january,my special guy decided to 'merisik' or what u called propose me in january.later than event,i went back to malaysia and soon after that we decided to have the engagement later on july.inshaAllah 2017 going to be a wonderful year.im still planning the wedding with the help of my roomates.i will try not to be lazy and post a lot about makeup soon.

living in riyadh saudi arabia

its almost 4 month living here and i gotta say I've seen some pretty fun,sad yet weird things happening here.i got a job here as a nurse in Riyadh first,the hospital definitely not what as I've expected.the working environment was totally different.me and my friends stays in the hospital compound which has been provided.all the facilities u named it from TV,sofa,pots,cups,microwave washing machine and wait for it.........dryer machine also being provided. women are not allowed to drive here so we went back and forth to places by bus or limo.when i meant limo,meaning a car like Toyota Camry  or innova will pickup us not some fancy limo u seen in movies.Here in Saudi.u need to have an id or some sort of identification went u going out or working here other than your passport.When we arrived here it was hot.my face was red  and and i had nose bleed several time due climate changes.if i'm not mistaken it almost autumn when we came.despite the language barrier that was so big,i manage to pickup some Arabic words to help me communicate with patients .previously when i met all my seniors who has worked several years at Saudi Arabia,they only mention some criteria for u to nailed this job.like everyone else,they never told us the negative vibes here.maybe they don't want to scare people off by telling some stories to the newbie.i gotta say u really need to prepare yourself and be tough as u can be.its okay if u wanna first cry due to lonely or u were thinking why did u accept this job?i tell u,when i was that moment,i cried too especially on the plane but i surround myself with good friends not the negative ones.the one who never left u behind and still helping u no matter what.here,everything needs patience which is the part i'm lacking but i'm learning to do that every single days.i learnt how to cook on my own too that's was a bonus for me,in just  4 months i lost 4 kg,there's 2 months left before i'm going back in January so i'm hoping all my plan gets well along with his time.u need to be so positive here and get rid all the negative vibes cause like it or not u are alone.u need to be independent and good at making choices.remember umairah,the secret to success is to pray :)

cell

red sand

 celebrate raya haji together with malaysian friends

trip in limo

this post dedicated to one person

exactly today is  4 years of our monthsary being together,i just wanna say tq for staying to the toughest time with me sayang,im sorry im that type person who sometimes tends to forgot date,time and place.tq for reminding me and yes he's my style,my one and only.the one's whose always waiting for me to come back to him.thank you hafiz,i will make sure i come back safely to your arms and we will spend time with each other better ad cherish all the moments.i planned so much here and saving money and hopefully i managed to do the suprise.i love u and i hope many more years to come u will stand by me in the future.i know im not the type of person that keep up with everything and im trying so just wait and inshaAllah i be the best for u

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i love you sayang,my mr.perfect my sepet i miss u so much

NATURAL MAKEUP OF THE DAY

hi how are u doing?hope when u reading this,everything is fine and u already on ur bed not like me at work currently getting tonsilitis after sprain my ankle few days ago.dont worry much since its only small tear on my tissues and i had to wear ankle brace for 1 week or so until my leg felt better.i still can drive using the ankle brace considering i went to Muar this morning to sent my lil sister to her hostel.just wanna keep updating my motd post since i uploaded it.

currently for my daily makeup routine i use the borjouis healthy mix serum but i currently at the time of month where sometimes i get acne or i will so dehydrated and my skin will show the dryness and the nose area started showing sahara desert so i really put moisturizer  a lot.i didnt show a lot my skincare here since it was a makeup post.so here is the details ....

1) benefit porefessional primer from benefit cosmetics or u can buy from sephora or       

2) mufe hd foundation -im in the shade 120,its kinda light for me but this foundation oxidises on me so better bought a few shades lighter than ur usual foundation ok?

3) healthy mix balance powder - to set my foundation or u can put on ur t-zone area.

4) tarte eyebrow wax -im currently not remember the exact name its similar to ABH eyebrow pomade but in a lighter version.

5) bodyshop honey bronzer in 04 if im not mistaken,this is limited in malaysia but u can always order from @shopmystash on instagram.i bought mine from sg when i visited my cousin.
6) the balm mary-loumanizer --gorgeous HIGHLIGHT ever!! can purchased it from sasa malaysia or online.
7)MUG eyeshadows -peach smoothie and cocoa bear in the crease
                                  -morphe no.54 on the outer corner lid
                                  -morphe no.74 on the lid
                                  -mary-loumanizer in the corner of the eyes

just a disclaimer this is what i like to do,i know some people dont like a full face makeup,i skip concealer since im the kinda person who doesnt hide all my eyebag everyday unless those bad boy are so naughty to show up.next time maybe i show u guys my skincare routine.go follow me on instagram and i would be love to see ur post on makeup.u dont believe how many people out there are so alike?well then see u next time and have a good day wherever u are ladies and boys.mmuuaaahhh

LONG TIME NO SEE,SO MUCH HAPPEN

hi everybody,sorry for the lack of post during this past years.my laptop had breakdown and it took med some time to fix and i end up giving it to my mom instead for her school work,So it took me a while to get a new laptop until now. fyi, im still with Mr.Simple.He's graduated now and started working last year.we had our moments and we go trough so much obstacle over this past few years.can u imagine almost four years ? sometimes i dont believe it but miracles happen in everyday lives if Allah willing it.i made a big step by going for an interview for a job in Saudi Arabia early december and guess what? i get the job and they sending me to Riyadh.i know,i know that is huge well at least for me.kinda sad that i had to leave my family and most heartbreaking was for me to leave Mr.Simple here in Malaysia.we had to postpone our engagement since im so caught up with work and all the flight documents.we'll do it once i returned and things are much more relaxed and not rushed in.so thats it,just wanna keep updated.go follow me on instagram @berrycberyls.i see u again on my next post,godluck and be safe yahh.much love from berrycberyls

things about u

at work,they kept saying what they like about their boyfrens or husband and what not to dislike.although some were asking why i kept smiling about.it was because everytime they talk about it,i remember all the silly things u do when u around me.if i can round up~~~                    

 Things i like about u

* u always make me smile after i cried so hard like a baby

*when i'm down,u would do anything to put a smile on my face

*u like to pinch my face and say ur not fat,u just perfect for me

*u always believe to what i say no matter how silly it is

*we always orders the same things like u read my mind or something

* u always have the best word of comfort to turn to

*u care for ur family and frens the most

*no matter how someone treat u badly,u never complaint

*sometimes u face just says everything to me

*the important thing is u r the 1st guy who dare to dream and have the courage and accept my offer and treat my like a real lady and act like a gentlemen and the best part was u accept me for who i am

For that i would to say thank you for being my guy all this time and i'm truly sorry if i've been a troublesome to u for the last couples of month and sometimes causing u to have headache